I dreamt I was in a bathroom that seems like it was at a church and all the toilets were lined up out in the open, one right after the other, in a long row with no partitions. As I was sitting there using the restroom, one of the ladies from my church, I'll refer to as Marianna, was walking down this row of toilets, placing something at each toilet like an air freshener or fresh wipes. She stopped next to me and seemed confused on how to service this toilet that I was sitting on, so I tried to help her, and while I was still seated, I leaned sideways so she could place this air freshener or whatever, and move on. I got up and noticed the toilet next to me seemed to have a huge wad of paper towels, pressed together about the size of a large cantaloupe dropped down into this toilet, that had no water in it. It seemed as if it had been clogged, or something flushed down it that had stopped it up. I remember being surprised that Marianna had passed it and seemed to ignore it. This wad of paper towels was totally saturated in blood and I wondered if someone had used these paper towels perhaps because of their monthly cycle and no feminine products but felt like it was way to much blood and too heavy for that. I decided to clean up this nasty mess before leaving this bathroom and grabbed a plastic grocery type bag and carefully enclosed it, but realized it was a deceased newborn baby. I tried to tie this bag shut and started searching for the garbage can in this bathroom but was totally surprised to find none!
I took the discusting little package out to search for someplace to dispose of it, and entered what appeared to be a restraunt or fellowship hall with a stage perhaps... it was not clear if part of a church fellowship hall or restraunt, as there were formal tables set up, and a stage for speakers or entertainers to perform. It was very dark, and I spotted a lady that reminded me of the lady that leads a church's Praise and worship Sunday mornings and yelled out to her, trying to run through the maze of tables, but she either ignored me or could not see or hear me. It was as if she was getting ready to leave and doing a final walk through or check before locking up. I awoke dismayed at finding no garbage containers and the dream ended with me left holding this discusting bag I had nothing to do with!
I felt this dream was reflecting some gross sin that was being hidden and I am reminded of a Bible verse that says "there is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed" and also: "That which is done in secret shall be proclaimed from the house-tops". I have had several bathroom/clogged toilet dreams in the past... and it seemed each one of them was associated with some type of gross sin or uncleanness in the body of Christ or a Church Fellowship. Some bible verses that came to my mind while typing this out, to consider prayerfully:
SCRIPTURES
Isaiah 59:2 But your iniquities have seperated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear you.
Psalm 66:18 If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me.
1 Cor. 4:5 Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the councils of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God.
Matthew 10:26 Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.
Luke 12:2 For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.
Luke 12:3 Therefore whatsoever ye have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the light; and that which ye have spoken in the ear in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops.
Isaiah 1:18 Come now, let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.
1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and cleans us from all unrighteousness.
2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and heal their land.
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